So I promised an update didn't I? I haven't updated this thing in forever, myspace kinda ate Xanga all up, last time I updated my xanga, I had at least 1 sibling living at home that hadn't moved away. I was a sophmore I was 15 I'm 17 now 2 years, maybe more I didn't even have my hardee's job yet I never smoked pot before, never even tried it That was before justin fucked me over with lies and Ben fucked me over with lies but you live and you learn This was back when Elizabeth actually liked that mike thing she had her car, and we always rode around in it, scraping change for gas money Elizabeth and I went to school for the last time together, and we wreaked havoc everywhere at PHS and i was so sad I never thought the day would come where shed leave and be gone, but she is almost done with her 1st year of college, 4 more weeks I remeber thinking how horrible it would be living without my sisters, it's grown on me (not by choice, if I had it my way WVU would be 2 minutes away, not 2 hours.) My brother was still running around wreaking havoc, he's settled down a lot now, and is becoming extremeley responsible. my parents are the same, unfortunaley but lucky for me though because I hate change I have made new friends drank alot and smoked a SHIT load since then I've learned a lot of shit i wouldn't have known about making bowls, how to get out of a ticket and why you don't let other people drive your car I've made shitty choices and good ones, lets stick to the good. It's 3:30 am My puppy was still TINYYYY, now shes big I'm at taco bell and have been for eight months, but of course before this update, i wasn't at hardee's and I was there for eight months as well. I didn't smoke at all, and I hated my mom for doing it I walked around everyday with jace and hung out with shannon and hannah a lot because we all had nothing to do, no jobs, nothing. Now my parents, teachers, counselors keep telling me to think about my future because I'm almost a senior and apperently it's important and everyone has time for noone. shit, man back then was a lot better but it really wasn't long ago at all, but i wish i could go back there because life when i was 15 was a hell of a lot easier than now. Finally, through all of this, I can say My 2 sister Patty and Elizabeth haven't changed one bit and they will always be there with a hand to help Patty will always be there trying to push me ahead and help me get on the right track no matter how hard it is Elizabeth will always be there to work through my problems with me because chances are she has been through the same ones, Elizabeth has my back and she has proven it on numerous occasions I love my 2 sister more than anythig in the world, nothing will ever happen to them at least not now. And hannah hasn't changed, shes my best friend and will always be, this isn't some douchey I AM HERE 4 U friendship. Hannah is my third sister. How does that cover it? Hannah has my back just like someone in my family would. this past 2 years has taught me what friends are for and I can honestly say Hannah is a real friend. BTW It's 3:30 and i'm piss tired, none of this probably makes any sense, but it's what i'm feeling about the past two years. wow I don't know what to say. How about this. Promise well kept. | 
